I know that we both dont' have other choice then to separate. We have too. Its for our future. I do understand. The feeling of lost, of course I feel it. I feel it badly. To be apart from you, I hate it the most. Im weak, I cant' hold my tears even for an hour. Im lost in a world that I dont' know what to do next. Mayb im too young for this or I just cant' accept the fact that its olrydy like this and its all because of our ways that lead us to becoming what we are today. But irah harap and slalu b'doa, that everything will brubah for the better. Irah sayang Andre. Perasaan nie akn tetap mcm gytu smpai bylerbyler. Wlwpn kyter jauh, irah hrp perasaan kyter b'2 tk akn brubah. I'll always be there for you and I hope you will also be there for me. Cause, of course I do need you badly. Things gonna change sumhow, and it wont' la be lyke this forever.:) Parents have no confident with me sumhow, as they think im a jerk because of the decisions I've made without them knwing.. I know its my fault and I do accept it. All I and you have to do is to prove to the people hu thinks we are jerk, that they are wrong.. Lyke I told you before sayang, if you semangat, I'll also be semangat.. I'll be the best for you if you want to sarcrifice and go all the way for this lyfe of ours aite sayang.. Hhmm.. I miss Shasha. But she seems to changed. Mayb shes busy. But, tkkn even her off day, she cant' lyn me textin her.. Haishh, Im sad cause I dont' usually get to text her alwaies. Cause Im alwaies out of town. Mayb too she have new friends that can celebrate her birthday with her, give her surprises, and I cant'. I just wanne say that Im sowie, cause this year have been a hard and worse one for me and family.. My financial became worst den ever.. So I cant' give or spent on you or surprise you.. But I can still send you a smz that cost FREE & or 5cents. Im sorry. You know, if you watch KARATE KID, you will notice and remember one part, cause the movie is GREAT!! The one part is" TOO MUCH OF GOOD THING IS A BAD THING". That's the part.. So to my dearest friend Shasha, do have fun tyme aite, don't stress in work. You must work smart.:)