Wednesday, April 07, 2010 @ 10:50 PM.
Im missing you badly for your info. But love, please dont' be worry about me, I'll be just fyne. Its just that I cant take it anymore to be far away from you. All I do day and night when I miss you damn badly is just to let my tears out with the emotions that I cant' hold on anymore. Waiting for 2 weeks its really like 2 mnths for me. I keep on looking at the calender its like waiting for something so damn special to happen. & I really can't wait for the tyme when I'll be in your arms again. Okay, about daddy, I won't want you to have a negative thoughts on me aite sayang. Like what ibu say is true, maybe with the feeling of dissapointed with me still, everything that I'm doing will be wrong in his eyes. You can ask everyone in the house if did I took care of Nisa or not. Whatever laa ei if he wants to say things about me, I can be bothered anymore. If he wants to see me changed, hell yeaa, of course I'll be changing, to even get ready to be your someone. But slowly. I know that you will understand. I'm glad that you do understand me throughout. Im trying to be more patience for now. But Im running out of patiences serioulsy. I just want to be close with you. That's all. Im trying my best tho dear. :) Mwarckzx!! IMYSDM!
