Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 9:06 PM.
Live the way that I should be living. By unfortunetly, problems comes after the other. Parents are so well-trusted easily on people. Nothing that I can do to help, except to work meanwhile to give a little support to them, at the same time sarcrificing my love. 1 principle, Happiness will come later. The problems that the whole family is going thru a good lesson for future lyfe, & I really apperciate it as I can undergo those kinds of problems. I really do pity my parents, my family. Only time will change everything. God will show us the right way of a right path to take. Apparently, I hate looking at my parents' faces when they are stress. Stress without thinking and stress with thinking is totally different. The desisions that they are going to take must be a good one, if not, they are going to fall real hard this time & obviously I dont' want that to happen.I may look like I dont' care about them, but in my heart and in my mind, Im trying my best to understand their situation and lessen my bad behaviours etc. Get to know yesterday from mummy, Abg Alex, Kecik & Rifan got caught for selling huneys. & Rifan selling the old lappy. Stupid. But cant' blame them too, they are just getting little money to support their everyday lyfe. Hope now, they are doing fyne, just wishing them all the best when they are out later.Laughing is a good way to release our stress eventho behind of each smile is hurt, sadness.. Thats' me when I was bck here on monday. But now, i olrydy trying to put myself back together:)
Loving him is a pleasure. Now I know the true meaning of love, not monkey love nor unserious love. At last, things are doing good with the issue of me and boify. Everybody is clear with the status that im holding now. Im happy as I dont' have to think much of it as a problem anymore, and I thank god for helping me to be patience in the whole problem abt me, boify and family..:)
