Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 3:25 PM.
I'm becoming more and more confused. I don't know why I keep thinking about him. I just cant get him out of my mind. When I talk, I just want to talk about him. When I think I only want to think about him. When I sleep he's the one that comes and saves me from the dragon. Oh, what is this feeling. Its like a yearning of some sort. When I'm not with him I feel a pain in my heart. All I ever want is to be near him. To feel the safe presence that he gives me. The great feeling of warmth that he shares. I want to hold him and talk to him. I want to hear him to be with him. What is this feeling that is deep in my heart? What is this feeling that I've had since the start?When the bell rings at the end of the day and I start to walk to my next class. There he is coming towards me going to his next class too. I watch him come nearer as his body moves but his eyes are locked with mine. Oh his beautiful eyes that I love so much. His black-brown eyes, sparkling in the sun, hold a deep happiness that he tries to hide from my locking eyes. Why happy to see mi though I don't know. He always brings his lips up at the corners making a warm smile that enchants mi. He comes my way but words he does not say. And as he passes mi he blows in my ear sending a shivers down my spine. Then he leaves and I look back and there he is looking back at mi till we both turn around and walk on. He says not a word but words would ruin it all. Oh, what is this feeling that he gives mi? Why do I get this way? It's just him my best friend that I know better then I know myself. I'm lost in feeling. I'm trapped in this void of wonder. My soul becomes happy and untainted from evil when he is around. He takes away the pain only for the time that I am with him but it is still a wonderful feeling. He has mi in his grasp and my heart beats fast. Oh, what is this feeling I have?I love to listen to his voice when he speaks, its like the music box that keeps playing my favorit melody. favoritee my name with such grace it makes me want to tell every body not to say my name is such a vidal tone. Oh how he shows his emotions behind a mask like I too, do. Oh just by the way he says my name I know how, and what he feels. He is a part of mi like I am apart of him. We are so close and still so far. A wall holds mi back from getting to close but why? I dont know. He makes me happy and he makes mi sad. He makes me mad and he gets mi annoyed. but when he's gone I miss all that he makes mi feel. Yesh! Im inlove with him.:)
