Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 10:21 AM.
I dont knw wat im goin thru really. Piles and piles of problem trembling in my head. I had fail most of my exams. Haishh. Mayb pple think abt their ownselfs and dont think abt others. Haissh. Why do pple like dat live. I just cudnt understand. yeaa. If only I had a fairy friend just like de fairy-tale story,my lyfe wudnt be disaster like tis. Why this problems comes went I have a big exams coming up? Is this a "dugaan" dari Allah? My Family is having problem themselves. I just cundt take it. I dont knw not even have an idea when wil it has de end. Even if I have chance to share my prolems with, zat pple will look down on me. Better off keeping it inside of me dan tellling it to sumone whu dont understand u but try puting a face lyke as if they understand u. 1 thingy for sure, I wont be like ZAhirah dat I used to be. I will just mind my own business and privacy. Friends, most of them cant be trusted and cant understand ur problems. they just want us to have de feeling of knowing their , wat they are feeling. I will b my ownself wen my problems had been settle. I just dony need anyone ryte now. As I dont want to be hurt no more. I have been hurt enough. I cant bear any of my sarcrifices been used. for no better reasons. I dont give a damn t anyone ryte now. I dont care losing a friend if de friend is no worth my tyme. Wanna ignore me, be it. I dont mind. Remember it. Im just stating de facts of wat pple tell me in front and besides, dats de facts. So? How shud I react? Keep quiet lyke a gong-gong? Im not dat kind. If I have been loving and trusting pple with oll my heart, I cant bear and just keep quiet wen pple take advantage of me just lyke dat. Everyone change and wen u cant take it with dat sumones attitude, u wud want tem to change. But if u keep quiet and think everything can be settle lyke dat, den, do it your own way. Im DONE.
