Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 12:51 PM.
Kye. Now, I have made a decision dat I had never think of making it at oll. So, I cant do anything to not make this happen. I now, have NEW friends to be with and only hope dat those past will not hunt me in future. I wont cry over losing a friend. Not my special. But im just sad I have lost a friend dat I have spend most of my time with him. We even share de sad times and even de hard times and happy times together. Now, all is left with memories. This is not wat I want. This is wat his mother wans. I can do nothing xcept, respecting it truly. I dont want pple to think dat Im a one kind of girl dat loves to play with her words. Im not dat kind. Im de kind dat go towards my words and not play around with it. At least, i knw myself dat I have done 3 thingy dat is right. I made NO PROMISES! NO LOVE! NO GIVING HOPE! I have done my part. I owe noone anything. Nor im teaching dat guy stuffs dat is not ryte. Noone can judge me for hu im I without knwing de truth. Find de head and tail of de story first. Do not judge a book but its cover. I dont judge pple lyke dat at oll. I give pple respect and I really hope for them to return me with de respect. Cos, I think, I earn de respect.I really thank MARC for being tere for me wen I needed sumone. Showed me de man dat MArc can b. He is not wat pple might think he is. He can b better. He just want attention of his own, and want pple to understand and b patient with him. he wans pple to knw wat he wans. Not by saying things dat is not hyme. Or even protesting his doings. Thankie for spending ur tyme with me. All de gud thingy dat u have done to me, THANK YOU so much. ur deed will b remembered. And 1 more last thingy, Im sorry if I have to leave u without an explainations.
Zaidee and me have kept in touch back. I dont knw wat will come in my way. Obstacles? I dont knw and dont even wan to knw. Only time will shows. :) 1 More thingy, I mishh Nick!
