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I did not even get a "morning" call from hyme. Its not that im expecting it. But I just wanna see, if he is still himself. He is DIFFERENT! and really! he is. haix. I dont know what more to say nor think. I just can see how will he change into. In his attitudes and even feelings. Yep! We dont have the TRUST nor the honesty. He cant shared his secrets with me. So, from there, I know, that he is not comfortable with me. As I know, I lose NOTHING! Cos, I m MYSELF and not anyone's. Nor, I owe anione LOVE.

I have lost a FRIEND! I did! Friends are MILLIONS! but of course, that's a HURT after the friendship BREAKS! As i PROMISE myself, When I find my TRUE guy 1 dae, I will give my SMILE to million GUYS but my HEART 2 only one. YEAH! ha3! I even dont xpect of losing hyme. I did now. That's a lesson for me. I dint give my attention to everyone EQUALLY! Thats my mistake. And I dont want to repeat it again. I WON't!

Now, I can feel LOVE from my BESTIE! WOW! thats GOOD! HAPPY for the FRIENDSHIP that we have BUILD! CooL! :) Hope, it will FOREVER stay this wae! I LOVE eu NATASHA! and I really do! NOBODY knows what is stated inside my HEART! I hope, tere is TRUST in us. cos, its no use if tere's LOVE but NO trust! So far, I do BELIEVE eu! and I hope, eu wont take ADVANTAGE of my LOVE or TRUST!

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