HILMAN!

I did not had a barbecue on THURSDAY & FRIDAY. Bt instead, we had a camp over there! I had a 2 Days 1 Night in East Coast. It was a SAD and as well a HAPPY holiday I can say. A friend that I thout will make me happy that day, has put me down. My dad that I thout will alwaies b tere for me, has let ,me down too. HA3! It is quite FUNNY i can say, But aniwae, GoD, still LOVES me and he wants me to b HAPPY! I do believe in that cos I indeed found sumone that treated me BETTER and make my holidae, a JOYFUL one!


HILMAN, was the named of that guy. And I even get to know, that he is my SISTER's x-boyFRiend! OMG! At first, I dont believe it but den, I do believe cos WHO IN THE WORLD DOESNT KNW MY SISITER! HEr True Colour. Duh! It was a tough tyme for me when I was at there. I cried alot, and when I think about it again, its lyke wasting my precious TEARS! ha3!

btw, I really PITY my bestfriend. Haiz. I just wish, i cud find that f=CKING guy and knock his head off. He really hurt my BFF feelings. But as far, as I knw, I dont want to hurt her feelings. I tried not too bcos, I really and truly LOVE her wif oll my heart and I even hate it when sumone hurt her feelings. Haiz! I wish I cud do sumthing. Aniwae I hope that she wil forget that person. Cos, lyfe is still far and there are still many things and pple we have not come across yet. Hmm.



I knw that she is angry wit me. I dont knw y but watever it is, I can feel different when the way she treats me. Its olryte with me if she doenst want to talk things out, but, our friendship will shake a little. I dont wan to drag things and as I told her, she is always welcome of coming to me and talk anythings out. I really dont knw what to do if she keep secret from me and xpecting sumone that is in anger and b kind on her. I just needed someone 2 give me a shoulder when im sad. Get back to my holiday thingy, I did feel bad bout something. Wen, I ignore sumone over tere. I just took the initiative to come back and apporch him to talk to him. Just to fill his time.

Aniwae, he did make me sad and dissapointed. He give me the reason that he doesnt recieve my sms of not going for a swim in the night! STUPIIIDDD!! Yalah. I do beleive him aniwae...



I had a great time ROLLER BLADING! But sumthing spoilt the day when I got to think back of what he say," WITHOUT ME IT WILL MAKE NO DIFFERENT!'' It is really irritating when he said that cos to me, it does make a difference without him bcos, I knw him longer than I got to knw HILMAN! Anyway, I can only say that he is easy to GIVE up on me just bcos of a 'PERSON'. I dont knw and I dont want to JUDGE or predict anything. Its not a BIg Deal for me. Cos, Its his own matter on how he wants things to be. Overall, I did have a WONDERFUL DAY and HORRIBLE DAY.